Choices

It's sunny outside. FINALLY!! I woke up, hoping something would be different today. Not like yesterday, or the day before. I've been at home almost all the time, reading (the ridiculously melting words of Edward) and sleeping on my comfortable queen-sized bed. No work, no school. What a lazy life!

I know there aren't many things I can do about all the dull concerns in my mind for now, but the desperate feeling and guilt of doing nothing are just killing me. It's natural to sway between or among choices you have, but the point is, we are making decisions every minute, decisions that can never be made again. If I stay on my bed all day doing nothing, then that's my choice. In my limited life time, the choice will be always what it is.

If you haven't realized that you are the one who decides what to do and not to do, then that's something you really have to brood on.

Oh, and the picture...it has nothing to do with what I'm saying here.

For me, it seems like the rabbit is saying, "Itchy! Help! Itchy!"