Faith in Deletion

Deleting the photos of my ex-boyfriend from Facebook and mixi hurt.

I don't know how many times I'd explained the boyfriend that my ex was just like part of me, like my family. But no, he didn't get it. He kept saying something was wrong with me...like, I don't know why people laugh, get angry, and cry.

I understand how he feels but really, keeping the photos was something I could not give up on since they meant a LOT to me. Why the hell do I have to delete photos of such importance? Is deleting the photos really the way of showing my faith to my boyfriend? I don't think so.

But I did it. Not all of the photos but some "major" ones. And do you think it satisfied him? I don't think so. He still has some doubts in him, looking at me with the eyes of "you still think of him anyway."

How can I believe someone who doesn't believe me?

The Red Queen Hypothesis

The Red Queen Hypothesis:

as one species changes so does the other.

(after Lewis Carroll's book "Through the Looking Glass")

In the book, the Queen of Hearts tells Alice, "It takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place."

Set no limit. Keep evolving.

Let Me Tell You

Weeeell...it's been a long time since the last post! And in the meantime, a lot of changes (almost all are positive and even surprising!) have occurred to me. One of them is, yes, my new boyfriend. How we met and how our relationship started would take like an hour to be fully explained, so let me tell you a very important lesson, which I've been retaught over and over throughout my life, with only three words to sum up my thoughts without any positive or negative judgement for now...; "relationship is hard."

LOL

mikiko