Faith in Deletion

Deleting the photos of my ex-boyfriend from Facebook and mixi hurt.

I don't know how many times I'd explained the boyfriend that my ex was just like part of me, like my family. But no, he didn't get it. He kept saying something was wrong with me...like, I don't know why people laugh, get angry, and cry.

I understand how he feels but really, keeping the photos was something I could not give up on since they meant a LOT to me. Why the hell do I have to delete photos of such importance? Is deleting the photos really the way of showing my faith to my boyfriend? I don't think so.

But I did it. Not all of the photos but some "major" ones. And do you think it satisfied him? I don't think so. He still has some doubts in him, looking at me with the eyes of "you still think of him anyway."

How can I believe someone who doesn't believe me?