Solitude

Although I understand that solitude is different from loneliness, "but" follows...now is a very uneasy time for me, not having anyone who can give me advice about which way I should look at.

Be independent. Let yourself believe what you want to believe. I know, I know, but this will be a very important decision to make, and I really need some eye-opening words. Maybe all I want is some comforting words which ensure I can be as I am.

The feeling of being recognized, accepted, needed is indispensable in my life. That's why I become really happy whenever people call my name. Just a name, but it tells me that I'm not just "that girl" or "his girlfriend" for the person.

And now I've just realized...I desperately need someone who can call my name and tell me that I'm not a mere tiny dust in this big world.